Its been 6 years im live in Single toon......
Me, Myself and I Stuck in the relationship that i hardly can move on to next step!
Because still im can't find the Mr right yet...
Honestly, i never thought that i failed to move on over years !
I never loves someone like that i can hardly accept others in my life,
He is the one who ever make me happy...
Cheer me up when im down!
Seeing him forgot most of my problems.....
Seem that he is the best medicine ever in my life..........
I love and missed the way he make me laugh all the times.
I thank god that even such short period of knowing him .....
He has made me grown up to be a better person.
I do have admit everytimes im dating a new guy i do make comparision.
I know sound very unfair at all.....
But cant blame me at all. When we have the best before sure we tend to be compare and make sure we have the best again. Furthermore, i really do miss the moment when i with him.....
With him....
Bring me Joy, Laughter and the meaning of the real world too.
With him....
Makes me understand love is not everything but two person must be compromise, understanding each other needs, care for each others feeling and sometimes the speech that we speak out have to be extra careful in order not to hurt each other feeling either indirectly or directly.
Sometimes, i do wonder why i stil cant find my Mr right yet?
Am i too choosy?
or
Am i always choose the wrong dates?
Honestly, i do felt that i choose the wrong guy more than i am choosy.
There are several guys i used to go out....
In the end of the days, i find out they only interested looking for non commitment relationship...
Errrr... Helloo.........Sorry to say..
Sound like One night stand to me.......
Even some say they are not.
But instinct tell they are... In fact!
and i dont bother to find out the truth cause i really cant take it relationship without commitment........ what it stand for?
Sound like looking for sex partner
I hear it is very common in KL already.
Im not sure other country and other states....
But i haTe the idea!
Wasting all the girls times and their hopes!
By the way, there are some guys that i dated....
Make me feel lost!
I really do not how to communicate with them or just feel weird....
Once the dated is not comfortable.... I'll call end lor.
I either remain as friends or never contact at all.....
emmmmm i guess i just no good in dating thing.
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