My birthday Eve.............

Well, i guess im getting older...
I dont feel like to celebrate .... not like used to be.

Just getting more worry about my career than anything.
Furthermore, start asking myself even more questions
' what do i really want from myself ?'

Feeling depressssss again!

Its already 6th day i have tender the letter.
The enviroment getting more and more stress for me.
My soul already always wanting to stay at home......
I have to drag myself back to work......
As i wish to stay at home get ready for my studies.

Now, im do looking for study again.
Wow long time i dont have that feeling!
I guess is the urges of challenge myself to finish it ASAP.

By the way, i really dont like people here treated me...
As im invisible.
I resigned does not mean i did not deliver my job!
damn damn damn!
Hello.... I do not pre-plan my resignation...OK!
By the way, i have no choice at all.
I start to hear rumour they laugh at me that im lying about going back further my study. Well, i really dont have explain myself to you. Afterall, you are not me.
Im still young and i would like to challenge myself to another stage of my life.
Yeah another mid 20's crisis again.

I hate it!

Yet, still happy cause lots of customers actually support me (in emotionally)
Hahahaha i do feel great too.
At least most of my customers really support me.
Well, most of the closes customers knew im leaving by now.
No choice i really have to inform them if not sure they are not happy about it.
Actually, they are few are not happy that im leaving.
Guess, they are used with me already.
Anwyay, with or without me does not make any different at all. The company still have run as usual.

Jason Mraz






I just fall in love with his song! So RelaXinG!

Enjoy ya!

Another Sleepless nightzzzzz!

Im not quite sure what happen to me....
Lately seem i suffer sleepless nights.
Hopely, i will have a good rest after tomorrow.......

My last day on duty will be on 9th August 2008.
So, I hope after this.
I will have a great time of resting and enjoy more jazz music in my bedroom

Oh ya... I have tender my resignation letter on 1st August 2008 5pm to my Marketing Director in Bangsar showroom.

I guess it is time for me to move on and have a great time for new job and new school and new classes......
I do looking forward to finish up my Diploma in Business Admin.

hehehehe
Welcome to my new LIFE!

Loves or Lost Loves?!

Its been 6 years im live in Single toon......
Me, Myself and I Stuck in the relationship that i hardly can move on to next step!
Because still im can't find the Mr right yet...

Honestly, i never thought that i failed to move on over years !
I never loves someone like that i can hardly accept others in my life,
He is the one who ever make me happy...
Cheer me up when im down!
Seeing him forgot most of my problems.....
Seem that he is the best medicine ever in my life..........

I love and missed the way he make me laugh all the times.
I thank god that even such short period of knowing him .....
He has made me grown up to be a better person.
I do have admit everytimes im dating a new guy i do make comparision.
I know sound very unfair at all.....
But cant blame me at all. When we have the best before sure we tend to be compare and make sure we have the best again. Furthermore, i really do miss the moment when i with him.....

With him....
Bring me Joy, Laughter and the meaning of the real world too.
With him....
Makes me understand love is not everything but two person must be compromise, understanding each other needs, care for each others feeling and sometimes the speech that we speak out have to be extra careful in order not to hurt each other feeling either indirectly or directly.

Sometimes, i do wonder why i stil cant find my Mr right yet?
Am i too choosy?
or
Am i always choose the wrong dates?
Honestly, i do felt that i choose the wrong guy more than i am choosy.
There are several guys i used to go out....
In the end of the days, i find out they only interested looking for non commitment relationship...
Errrr... Helloo.........Sorry to say..
Sound like One night stand to me.......
Even some say they are not.
But instinct tell they are... In fact!
and i dont bother to find out the truth cause i really cant take it relationship without commitment........ what it stand for?
Sound like looking for sex partner

I hear it is very common in KL already.
Im not sure other country and other states....
But i haTe the idea!
Wasting all the girls times and their hopes!

By the way, there are some guys that i dated....
Make me feel lost!
I really do not how to communicate with them or just feel weird....
Once the dated is not comfortable.... I'll call end lor.
I either remain as friends or never contact at all.....
emmmmm i guess i just no good in dating thing.

CoNCert : Panic At The Disco

Panic At The Disco Live in Bkt Jalil!

















The concert was great !
I do enjoy it and now im looking forward for the next concert!




Chill out session at Cloth & Clef in Changket Bukit Bintang

Chill Out Session at Cloth & Clef
Changket Bukit Bintang


with leng lui Chloe and my sister Cat's

Dj Low with bartender


The Bar!


A band start chill out session


again me and leng lui group ;P

Well, as usual friday night nothing to do. So, Dj Low buzz me and ask me to chill out at Cloth & Clef at Changket bukit Bintang. Honestly, I really have a great time especially when DJ Low start his gigs spinning Drum & Bass. I really admire and instantly fall in love with Drum and Bass
I would have to said it is my kinda music too....
Well, i would have to say the everyone really do enjoy the session!