Feeling depressssss again!

Its already 6th day i have tender the letter.
The enviroment getting more and more stress for me.
My soul already always wanting to stay at home......
I have to drag myself back to work......
As i wish to stay at home get ready for my studies.

Now, im do looking for study again.
Wow long time i dont have that feeling!
I guess is the urges of challenge myself to finish it ASAP.

By the way, i really dont like people here treated me...
As im invisible.
I resigned does not mean i did not deliver my job!
damn damn damn!
Hello.... I do not pre-plan my resignation...OK!
By the way, i have no choice at all.
I start to hear rumour they laugh at me that im lying about going back further my study. Well, i really dont have explain myself to you. Afterall, you are not me.
Im still young and i would like to challenge myself to another stage of my life.
Yeah another mid 20's crisis again.

I hate it!

Yet, still happy cause lots of customers actually support me (in emotionally)
Hahahaha i do feel great too.
At least most of my customers really support me.
Well, most of the closes customers knew im leaving by now.
No choice i really have to inform them if not sure they are not happy about it.
Actually, they are few are not happy that im leaving.
Guess, they are used with me already.
Anwyay, with or without me does not make any different at all. The company still have run as usual.

No comments: