I accidently found her blogs while broswing a website looking for Macrobiotic or Organic food store around the Klang Valley.Well,surprise me after reading her blog ....... I realise she actually patient suffer Neurofibromatosis Type 2 in July 2002.(well, you google for more information.... cause im not good of explaining)and she went to several times of surgeries and prognosis of several symtoms too and may face some problems like :
1. Profound deafness.
2. Blind left eye.
3. Right visual acuity 20/50
4. Poor balance.
5. Semi facial paralysis.
6. Stiff Right Leg.
7. Slight Back Discomfort.
8. Hands and feet numbness.
9. Tinnitus.
10. Dry mouth,
11. Poor Vision.
Hospital becoming fimilar to her. She need to continue her treatment and regular check up there.
In her condition, she still have strength continuing her study in psycology and a writer and also aurthor of " Im Not Sick , Just A Bit Unwell". Surprising..... not only she capable of all this. She also quite active of doing charity for others as well. Indeed, she not only need a medical fund for herself but she does helps other for fund raising who needed a surgery fund and she urging people this little girl too. My god...... !
CONFESSION
**if i were her, i sure selfishly think of myself only**
(of cox i have gut to admit, indeed i really admit it! i mean it because people born selfish.Only want the best of their own without concerning others, If i have the same situation like her....Sorry to say i only have time to do fund raising for own medical needs.... VERY SELFISH Bitch.....I know thats me............)
I really saluted her energy,strength, willpower,confident in her and she really tough.
For the 1st time, i do have to admit stop complaining about other and start mirror myself. A healthy me also easily lost my confident when i facing difficulties and easily gave up. My willpower is really weak. ** No wonder none of my dream come true!** Even losing weight is a issues for me**
Whenever i have time, i will sure log into her blog for her upcoming events or latest update about her. Reading her blog make me feel Peace. Simply I really do admire her strength....!
She remind me of Princess Diana and Mother Theresa....honestly.
Personal Opinion:
I really do not think i will be as strong a her and the same time I think I will be suffering DEPRESSION! I think i rather die straight away than facing the problems.... especially when my facing all the side effect of the sickness.
Honestly, she truly is my IDOL better than American idol (hehehe just kidding!)
Her sincerity of helping really truly a real life HERO.
When reading her blogs, I really do truly believe that she really inspire lots of peoples and she really inspire peoples to believe nothing is impossible .( i know we all hear this before "nothing is impossible only whether you want it or not" )
As like everyone, we all have dream . Dream to become successful person etc. Yet, how many of us really follow our dream or keep on believing nothing is impossible? I know saying is one thing and doing it is another thing. Just a matter that you want it or not. Are you willing to do it etc? or simply we just have to many thought and doubts in us of believing stopping us from trying.
Well, i do believe as long as there's a will and there's is a miracle( i mean ourselves are the miracle lor) And life full of meaning and is really is matter of i want it or not.
Anyway, i am really happy of who am i now..........
Mirror myself ..... and start planning ahead i really wants.
The most important i really in my own path of pursuing my dream. Either i make it or not.....
At least I try before i gave up or even when i really die at least i wont live with full regret.
** i did before... i guess i cant turn back the clock and revise everythings right, I gues i need to learn to move on and live happily and enjoy every moment of my life**
Every 5 years, i sure i do review about myself. How far i go ? Honestly, no lying
Since 2000 till now. I have done nothing much about my life. In my record the only i have success is joining Selberan Jewellery and becoming one of the team. ( those was the happy moments) PARTY HARD TILL DAWN!............ My parents have issues of my lifestyle.....
Always making people annoyed and verbally attack people feelingsssssssss ( that's my expertly....ya i know no compliment on it ...im not proud of it ..ok)
What else? Nothing lor..........
Only this year i seriously look into my problems........
Start chasing after my dreams........for long long long time ago i gave up and forget about it totally till this year...something remind me start living and stop complaining about enough this or that.
The fact is i truly can see im improving comparing past year.
This Year my Mission:
-Loose Weight (done at leact up to 8 kg)
-Travel overseas ( yeah done Bangkok and Phuket)
** This year is the first time i actually travel to overseas, i know so old only 1st time travel to overseas. I know some peoples does it when they first earn the their 1st income or going overseas pursuing their study...... but at least i took my 1st flied to Kuching 3 years ago...hehehehe(sound so lame) **
Emmmm what else? more coming
Yvonne Foong: you are my Hero ;-)
Well, i guess everyone start planning....like my boss always said... Yack ! But is the fact!
Plans plans plans your future ahead! (hehehehehe sound very bossy)
Well, you may visit her blogs at : http://www.yvonnefoong.com/
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